Creeper Update

Best UPS creeper conversation to date:
UPS Creeper: Chello!
ME: Hello.
UPS C: No, It's CHELLO!
Me: Oh, Chello.
UPS C: I havn't seen you in a while.
Me: Yeah, I had to move.
UPS C: Why?
Me: I am pretty sure my UPS guy is stalking me.
UPS C: Oh. Ohhhhh...

Huh. I wonder if that got through or if he just thinks I was joking???

Over-committed

I think my brain is just too full. I can't keep anything straight anymore and i am screwing up left and right... i have so much to do, and even if I had the time to complete it all, i DEFINITELY don't have the attention span. I am pretty sure they are about ready to fire me at work for all the stupid mistakes I am making... and on top of everything else, I just am trying to keep the people around me happy because i love them and I want them to be happy and I seem to be doing a pretty lousy job of it. UGH.
I'm pretty sure i over-committed myself in one too many areas... but i don't know how to back off, who and when to say no, and then if i do... then you deal with guilt guilt guilt. Blah. I have the Sass curse.

Lumpiness?

I was showering this morning and scrubbing down my arms when I felt this largeish lump on my upper left arm. What in the world? I'm thinking... and I had my suspiscions, but waited til i got out of the shower to get a closer look. Sure enough... there it was. A bicep. huh. It appears I have one on the other arm too... and when i twist my arm around there is that little tricep line accross the back of my arm. In fact, upon further inspection, my whole upper body is starting to take a little bit of shape.
Now I'm not ripped; i am by no means muscular; but my arms, chest, shoulders, and back are starting to look just a little bit toned. I only started working out 2-3 weeks ago, so I am feeling pretty good about these results. Here's hoping this success moves it way on down my torso and takes a shot at my abs and bootie. How awesome would that be???

My heart just got all pumpy and my stomach feels all squishy because I just had a WONDERFUL idea... that I don't know if I am brave enough to pull off. And if I do pull it off-- and it goes well, it would be like, life changing amazing. If things go a little wrong, though, it could be catastrophically bad. I am weighing right now if the results are worth the risk... or if i would be better to just push that thought aside... and my stomach is doing somersaults in anticipation of my decision. Oh goodness gracious!

My future husband

All I ever wanted was a man with a nice baritone voice and a hearty appetite who was so crazy about me he never wanted to let me go. I ended up with... "I don't sing" pickiest eater I've ever met over the age of 3 who says, 'meh, i could watch TV or I could make out with my smokin' hot girlfriend... lets see whats on the other channel...'
Why, oh why?!?!

Things I am lovin' right now:

1. Cool-ish evenings outside on the backyard swing.
2. Wedding photographer blogs (see: http://rootphotography.blogspot.com/ or http://visionairestudios.blogspot.com/ )
3. Garden salsa Sunchips
4. Carbon Leaf new album: Nothing rhymes with woman
5. Fiance's roommate being out of town... (so he spends more time with me!)
6. Rockin' gifts for my bridesmaids. (I'm so darn crafty!)
7. House-sitting/dog-sitting.
8. Surprises ;)

The few, the proud...

...and the ones who sit under trees yelling profanities at their wife because she got a flat, while their petite sister-in-law changes the tire. The Marines.